The human psyche is made up of many moving parts. Waking up means we start paying attention to them, sorting them out, and gradually shifting which part is in the lead.

To do this, we must get to know how the ego, the Higher Self and the Lower Self operate and interact. There is also a Mask Self, which we touched on in Essay 3.

These four aspects of the psyche each have a distinct role. The Higher Self is our divine essence; the Lower Self is our Real Self in distortion; the Mask Self is a defense strategy; and the ego is the part that must consciously choose which direction to follow.

For a fuller picture of how these aspects operate, see “Meeting the Selves” in Appendix B.

The part that needs waking up most, ultimately, is the Higher Self. In most people, it lies dormant in the center of our being, rarely seen and seldom consulted. It’s not so much that our Higher Self is asleep, it’s that we’re no longer aware of it.

It’s patiently waiting for our ego to consciously access it and operate our lives from this deeper place within. We have arrived at a separated sense of ourselves precisely because our ego has lost contact with this highly connected, inner domain.

The ego, by contrast, is the part of ourselves we’re very familiar with. In fact, we always have full access to our ego.

This is the part that needs to do the heavy lifting of surfacing our Higher Self. Hence, having a well-developed ego is fundamental to the process of waking up.

The power of paying attention

Humanity has been focusing on developing our egos over the last few hundred years. We’ve learned to use our ego minds in important and powerful ways. We’ve also learned to make the effort necessary to live a functional life.

Now that many of us have become accomplished at using our egos in functional ways, we’re in good shape for the challenge of waking up.

Nothing is stopping us from starting today on the life-changing process of waking up. Our ego just needs to start paying attention.

We must pay attention to trustworthy spiritual teachings such as these from the Pathwork Guide. They can help us understand the landscape of the psyche.

Then we must start paying attention to ourselves.

Take note: if our lives aren’t currently running well, our ego is not yet ready to wake up. For waking up is not an easy task, and an underdeveloped ego is more apt to slip into spiritual bypass than make any serious progress.

Spiritual bypass is what happens when the ego attempts to look “spiritual,” but is really just avoiding doing the hard work of self-development.

Getting there, from here

What keeps the ego from aligning more fully with the Higher Self? The Lower Self.

In a nutshell, the Lower Self is made up of layers of negativity and destructiveness that block our light, and which cause every disharmony in life. So we can’t let go of our ego and live from our inner light, or Higher Self, before we have transformed our Lower Self.

Truth be told, the average person is going to have to cover a lot of Lower Self ground before shifting from the ego to the Higher Self. We must clean out all our dark inner closets, so to speak, as part of the waking-up process.

This is the only way to transition from an ego-led life to one that’s grounded in the greater truth of our being.

When we live from our ego, we do battle with life. Living from our Higher Self, by contrast, means we clear away the untruth of our Lower Self, so we can live in harmony. Harmony is what naturally occurs when we see the truth in its entirety.

When this happens—when we gradually learn to live more from our Higher Self—we drop our cases, let others off the hook, reconcile opposites, and find more peace. All self-development, then, is really about unwinding our inner negativity, or Lower Self, and rediscovering our Higher Self.

To find ourselves is to find our Higher Self, which is the truth of who we are.

“Guidelines for Self-Healing,” also in Appendix B, offer tips for telling which part is in the lead—the Higher Self or the Lower Self—along with clues about what the ego should be watching for.

Living from our ego

The ego is a limited aspect of ourselves. It performs certain important functions, but it lacks depth. For example, the ego may learn something and spit it back out, but it can’t come up with new creative ideas on its own.

Perhaps the biggest deficit of the ego is that, like the Lower Self, it’s perpetually stuck in duality.

Here’s how it works: The ego divides everything into right or wrong, good or bad, black or white. The ego can’t hold both sides of really anything. It can’t hold opposites.

So the ego must always take one side or the other. Typically, the ego scrambles for the good while running from the bad. Although sometimes, out of sheer hopelessness, the ego will turn and embrace the bad, kidding itself that this is a good idea.

If we are living primarily from our ego, we will be lost in duality. Meaning, we will be missing half the picture; we will not be able to see the whole truth. This leads to conflict with others, especially if they can only see the other half of reality.

The Higher Self, on the other hand, resides in the unitive state where opposites are necessary to complete the entire picture.

The wrong way to “win”

With our dualistic, ego-oriented approach, we take on life with a “me versus the other” attitude. But the bigger truth about life is that it’s always “me and the other.” This is why we say that conflict is an inherent part of the illusion of duality.

It’s only by giving up our fighting stance towards life that we can overcome the pain of separation and the untruth it stands upon.

The ego tends to go for a hard-lined, fixed position. It likes rigid rules, lots of control and ironclad opinions. It especially likes to be right.

This, the ego thinks, is the way to win.

But crouching in such a fighting stance—which is the ego’s version of strength—creates stress and anxiety, and tension in the body. This makes it hard for a body to stay healthy.

It’s not even true that we can come out ahead—that we can “win”—when we approach life this way.

The promises

In short, waking up is what happens when we clear away our inner disturbances, resolve our problems in life, learn to stand on our own two feet, and align with the divine. Conflict is what happens when we remain isolated from our own Higher Self, living primarily from our ego and avoiding our dark inner corners.

All the while, we’re demanding the world shower us with light.

But waking up is not the job of the world. It’s what each of us is being called to do.

Once we do our all-important inner housework, we’ll find ourselves shining more light into the world. The world will then reflect light back to us.

When that happens, we will discover that life can be lived with grace and ease. After we clear away our resistance and the untruth that underpins it, our lives will naturally become more manageable.

We will cooperate with life and help bring an end to chaos.

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